I went to Passion City Church again on Sunday night. If you aren’t familiar with PCC, Louie Giglio is the pastor and Chris Tomlin is the main worship leader with a couple other Passion conference worship leaders joining in. It’s a church plant that has only met a few times so far and consistently draws two or three thousand (or more) people. Granted, PCC isn’t your average church plant when Louie Giglio is the pastor and Chris Tomlin is your worship leader.

I have to confess, I believe that the majority of the people attending PCC are coming because of who is on stage. That’s why I go. It doesn’t meet regularly right now (although it will be in a few weeks and they’ve bought a building to move into) so it’s kind of a special thing to go to.
Tonight I made a statement to my friend that I went with when he asked if I came two weeks ago when they last met:

I wouldn’t come to something this big by myself. I have no problem going to church alone, but I wouldn’t go to an event like this alone.

I don’t quite know what I even meant by that or how I manage to distinguish a difference between church and “Christian event.”
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Fractured fairy tales

August 9, 2010 — 1 Comment

This week we began a new sermon series at the church I’ve been attending regularly since moving to Alpharetta. It’s called Fractured Fairytales and you seriously need to watch the bumper now before reading any further.

The basic plot line, as Pastor Shawn described it is this: you have a beautiful woman, bad guy/girl causes trouble, good guy steps in to save the woman, they fall in love, kiss and “live happily ever after.” The reason we like fairy tales is because someone always has to overcome a problem, a fracture in the story, and the ending is always good.

The Bible is full of fractured stories. This morning Shawn talked about Joseph. His life was fractured when his brothers sold him into slavery, but he overcame that and eventually saved everyone, including his own brothers.

The story of humanity was fractured just a few stories in. We gave into sin which fractured our (non-metaphorically) perfect story with God. But Jesus came in and rescued us and we have a happily ever after to the story.

How often do we  miss that fact? No matter how fractured our “fairy tale” gets, as Christians, we know that our Savior is going to be riding in on a white horse to save the day and wipe out evil one day.

We’ve all had our own personal fairy tales in life that have been broken at some point. Maybe it hasn’t happened yet, but you’re almost guaranteed to experience something tragic in your lifetime that you weren’t expecting.

What are you going to do when your fair tale is fractured? Are you going to give up or keep turning the pages knowing that eventually there is a happy ending? What if we don’t get to see the happy ending in our own life? What if the happy ending to our personal fairy tales have to come after our lifetime so that someone else can gain from our story?

free::to worship

July 18, 2010 — 0 Comments

Being free to worship is a concept that has been bothering me lately. And, yes, “bothering” is the word I meant to use. What I mean is, the last few times I’ve been able to be part of a worship service and not working during a worship service, I’ve felt hindered, somehow held back from feeling free to worship.

I don’t think it’s pride–although, by saying that exact phrase, maybe it is. I think I’ve been part of making worship happen so much lately that I have almost entire forgotten how to worship. I’ve had to be so focused on making sure lyrics were correct, or that the visuals matched the moment, or that my audio mix was right that worship has become a task and not a way of life.

This morning I attended Mountain Lake Church for the first time. I never go into a new church expecting to be blown away by the worship or message the first time I’m there. I guess there has to be a first time for everything, right? Pastor Shawn Lovejoy spoke out of the first few verses of Exodus 34. This part of the Story takes place shortly after Moses has come down from the mountain where he received the ten commandments and found that the Israelites had made an idol.

Pastor Shawn continued to say that Christians are often most guilty of taking God’s name in vain. We don’t necessarily say “oh my God”, but when we pray and when we worship, we’re often guilty of taking God’s name in vain because we use it without fully understanding the power of the words or the implications of “in the name of Jesus”.

I can honestly say that my fear of using God’s name in vain during worship is something I’ve thought about before but never put much stock into. I wish I could say that being afraid of abusing the name of God is what holds me back during worship. Who knows, maybe there is some deep-rooted part of it that is that fear.

I think what’s really holding me back isn’t a fear of God, but a lack of a fear of God. I want to believe the words I sing on Sunday morning at church, and I want a desire to pray to God when I’m not going through a crisis, and I want God to be the essence of my life and not just part of my life, but I get the way.

I hold myself back.

I tell myself I can’t be free to worship until I do x, y and z first.

I tell myself that I can kick bad habits and clear space in my life.

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I have made idols in my life to worship in place of God because I like safe, predictable results. Faith is scary. Faith means believing in something I can’t see. Faith means being free to worship.

If God showed up [in a cloud of fire] every Sunday, do you think you’d be on time to [church]?

–Pastor Shawn Lovejoy

Earlier tonight I tweeted the following:

Do churches try to “think outside the box” because they are dissatisfied with the box God gave them?

This thought was sparked during a conversation with Stephen Proctor (@worshipVJ, WorshipVJ blog) over dinner. We got around to this question after talking about using technology in church, what does “excellence” mean, and a variety of other topics. Before I put this question in context, here are the Twitter replies that were sparked by my question:

(via @glohiatt) do you think God put us in a box?

(via @brianfalexander) @glohiatt what I think @chrisrouse is referring to is the life that God has given them, not sure though. God does give us restrictions..

(via @glohiatt) well if we are in a box, then so is the whole world. we were sent out to all corners of the earth, right?

Here is the context: a couple of months ago Church Production Magazine published an article on Elevation Church in Charlotte, NC. In the article, Wes Watson, Elevation’s lead producer, is quoted as saying:

“Pastor [Furtick] leads us to think inside the box vs. outside the box. We’ve learned that as we think inside the box, it forces the box to get bigger. Let’s be honest, the box is there (nothing is free), so quit thinking outside the box and get creative on what the inside of your box looks like.

So now you have the context of my tweet. It has nothing to do with the life we as Christians live or anything like that. It has to do with how the church responds creatively to technology and physical things. Sure, there may be a church down the street that is bigger and has fancy lights and concert-quality production, and your church may have some conventional light fixtures and a single projector.

We’re trained out whole lives to “think outside the box”. To do something no one else has thought of. In marketing, it’s referred to as “guerrilla marketing.” In the church, thinking outside the box tends to mean doing something that your individual church hasn’t done, but that has been done by other churches. Many churches defer to Willow Creek, North Point, LifeChurch.tv, Saddleback, etc for their ideas.

(I’m struggling to keep this topic focused already. I want to go some many directions with it, but I don’t have time.)

When we think inside the box, inside the restrictive budgets we’ve been given, inside the style of worship our church has, inside the spiritual and emotional space our church members are living in, we learn to do more with less. And as we learn to do more with less, we realize how to expand what we can do.

Think about it, Jesus fed a lot of people on some fish and bread. Small box, big results. Granted, He did have a bit of a bonus on His side being God and all, but still, the lesson exhibited in that story is to trust God to do more with what we have. He didn’t have any doubt that the small ration he had would go a long way. He knew it would.

The same goes for the church. Proctor expanded on my initial thought by asking if the reason we try to think outside the box so often is because we are dissatisfied with the box God has given us to work in. But I think if we constantly strive to think outside the box, we’ll never get there. We’ll always want bigger and better and shinier. If we think INSIDE the box, we find creative ways to use our limited resources to create environments and experiences far greater than we imagined. If we simply trust God to do more with what He has given us, our box will grow. If we try to force the box to grow by thinking outside of it all the time, the box will eventually catch up to our great ideas and suddenly be inside the box again.

Don’t be so concerned about being better than “that” church. Focus on being the best church for your members and guests. Church is not a competition. We’re all in this together. God never called us to do more than we can. He called us to do more with what He has given us. And what He has given us fits into a pretty spectacular box.

The box is a test of faith. Trust God inside the box and He’ll provide you with the resources to have a bigger box when you need it. Just don’t put God in the box.

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Visual Silence

November 8, 2009 — 2 Comments

a lot has been said lately by a couple of guys i know about “visual silence” (stephen proctor, camron ware), or the practice of having little or nothing being projected during worship moments. in it’s most basic form, visual worship is simply removing the graphics from the screen and just showing lyrics. or in a recent blog by camron, removing lyrics as well if the moment allows.

but this morning during church it hit me that visual silence doesn’t have to be led by the lead video/graphics person. visual silence can be practiced individually. if you’re having trouble focusing on the meaning of the song because the graphic is distracting or somehow blocking your ability to connect on a deeper level, it’s easy to close your eyes and just listen.

people often close their eyes during worship as a way to focus their thoughts and attention on the meaning of the song and on God. i spent more time during the worship set at church today with my eyes closed than i did with them open. for the one song that i didn’t know i sang through part of the song, but the words were so powerful and moving that i couldn’t keep singing and just closed my eyes and redirected my focus.

then it hit me that i was practicing visual silence as an individual. i was silencing all the visuals–what was on screen, the band, the people around me–in my mind and opening my heart and my ears to the words that were being sung.

maybe in the midst of all this growing discussion about visual worship and visual silence, we need to be helping people practice visual silence on their own when they feel the need. it’s possible that many people may not even realize that they are being so distracted during worship by what’s going on that if they just practiced visual silence on their own that they’re worship may be more powerful than they’ve ever experienced.

sometimes it’s good to remove the graphics from the screen and to drop out to simple lighting, but when we can still see what’s going on around us, visual silence is only being partially achieved.

close your eyes. sing along if you know the words, or simply sit back and listen to the words. don’t be afraid to practice visual silence on your own no matter what’s going on on screen.

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